Thursday, March 25, 2010

aft 2 yrs of arwah atok's departure, and ytd you follow suit. Allah has called you to join him. it was indeed a heartbreaking and shocking news for me. it kept me trembling for the rest of the day. when i saw your face and kissed your forehead, tears rolled down the cheek uncontrollably. bt somehow the trembling subsided aft kissing you. seeing pa and ibu ani sob even more, it did made the atmosphere worse. we didnt get to be by your side when you were breathing your last. that was the worse part. bt i was glad to be able to recite the yasin for you. at least, some of our prayers will stay with you.

and as for today, aft you were cleaned and wrapped up.. seeing everyone cried so much made me sob even more. the moment i kissed your forehead and scattered the pacai, i couldnt help bt to just cry and cry. it was indeed a vry down moment for our whole family. and so the last farewell was bid when you were safely covered with the earth. may Allah bless your soul and rest in peace nenek. im gona miss you.

to romo, omolong, ibu ani, ibu ana, papa and tante; be patient and stay strong you guys. it's alr her time and we have to let her go. and for the rest of my cousins, stay strong too.







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