Monday, January 18, 2010
i dnknw why this small little thing would rly just piss me off. wana knw what? just being pressurised by others. seriously, if anyone did that to me, wow rly gets me fucked up for quite sometime. so ppl, be warned. if you get me on my nerves by pressurising me.. that's it ah, watch your bck. seriously, i dont like being pressurised. i dont even knw why. you knw, when at times when my mum would pressurise me to get ready quickly and get done quick with my make up and all.. even though it's a small matter, i'll start to shout and get mad instantly. i'll start swearing to myself though i knw i'll definitely regret it afterwards. and when someone tries to call you repeatedly and thn when you pick up and just to hear "are you here yt?" though it is still early.. mann, seriously gets my blood boiling at high temperature. i dnknw why, bt am i a temperamental person or whaaat? i tend to nt control my temper when it comes to pressurising moments. paling fav eh, when im in grps with ppl who do nt knw hw to be patient when it comes to grp works. tu muker mintak ke lempar dgn kerusi. seriously sia. rly gets on my nerves. i just feel like showing off the middle finger and shout 'fuck you' at that person's face. shall have to learn more on hw to cntrol my anger thn. i dont wana make this as a habit. oh plsssss.. ppl, help me cntrol this anger. it's so sickening to have to alwys to get mad for nth. i cn go crazy soon man. Labels: be warned. |
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