it's only me in my own world

knw what? LOVE sucks. BIG TIME. i should stop this. for once and for all. i cnt go on like this. it's seriously killing me inside. damn! hw did i even ended up in this deep shit?! FUCK FUCK FUCK. i really feel like screaming my whole lungs out nw. sigh.
okay, one minute im feeling like this, another minute i'll totally feel the other way. damn!